Is there anyone on here that expects to have a month or so to live?

[tpboy]

It's getting in that range for me. Sure, seems quite strange to me. This is the only world i know and soon I will be leaving in search of a better one. I have a lot of feelings. I do have some guilt of leaving loved ones and loved animals behind. How do you feel being in this same place? Have you settled on a method? I have methods that will work but still not thrilled about them.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

20 days left for me. It's been a struggle forcing myself to reach my chosen date, but it's an important one for me, high sentimental value and whatnot. I've made my peace with what's going to happen afterwards, I just can't take what life throws at me anymore. My chosen method is SN.

 

[tpboy]

I appreciate your conviction. I think a date for me is also important. It may not be down to the day but at least a specific range. SN was on my list and i think it's not a bad one. Never got around to getting it on order. After we are gone the method does not really matter i keep telling myself.

 

[ididnotconsent]

Holding out for N. Don't think i would do it immediately. Would giving me comfort though knowing i had a peaceful and reliable method just in case things got too bad, which they kinda already are lol.

I think that's what a lot of people here want. I think it would honestly prevent a lot of premature CTB's but alas the shit is impossible to get without a trip to south America and risking jail time trying to bring it back.

Anyone know if N powder from china is still a thing?

 

[oneeyed]

I don't have a date in mind but I do have what I need. I get anxious thinking about it but also a sense of relief. Then again Im in constant anxiety mode.

 

[TheHolySword]

I'm planning for July. I still have a lot of time. Nowhere near close to being ready. I've been putting off a lot of things.

 

[tpboy]

Holding out for N. Don't think i would do it immediately. Would giving me comfort though knowing i had a peaceful and reliable method just in case things got too bad, which they kinda already are lol.

I think that's what a lot of people here want. I think it would honestly prevent a lot of premature CTB's but alas the shit is impossible to get without a trip to south America and risking jail time trying to bring it back.

Anyone know if N powder from china is still a thing?

i think n is pretty well out unless you can get it from a vet clinic. f is the new n i believe bc it can still be obtained.

 

[Thomas Rekowicz]

I am waiting for my SN i plan to CTB after May so 2 and half month of life left for me maybe i will do IT on my birthday this will symbolicly close my life

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I'm planning to buy SN soon so I'd give myself a few weeks to a month

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Planning for tonight. Gonna drown in a lake. No note. No goodbyes.

 

[tpboy]

Planning for tonight. Gonna drown in a lake. No note. No goodbyes.

i wish you all the peace that you deserve.