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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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I guess anyone older who was lucky enough to be educated on end of life options by Philip Nitschke or Final Exit wouldn't have a reason to be here. Is there anyone that was able to buy nembutal or seconal or is a member of FEN or signed up for Switzerland? I wish I knew to prepare. I guess I never expected I'd be unable to prepare myself or that it would be hard to find a Dr. Kevorkian or Philip Nitschke. I think almost everyone here is to young to have known you could easily have gotten lethal end of life options until a few years ago. I didn't know. I'm still so surprised I saw an author got a diagnosis and wrote to Nitschke. She got nembutal from Mexico mailed to her immediately. They had to go and make it almost impossible for someone suffering to have the right to choose not to suffer from dreadful pain. What evil person decided we don't have the right to end our own suffering? We can do it for our animals but we have to pay a vet. Is there anywhere you can buy meds for your animals and do it yourself?
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I guess anyone older who was lucky enough to be educated on end of life options by Philip Nitschke or Final Exit wouldn't have a reason to be here. Is there anyone that was able to buy nembutal or seconal or is a member of FEN or signed up for Switzerland? I wish I knew to prepare. I guess I never expected I'd be unable to prepare myself or that it would be hard to find a Dr. Kevorkian or Philip Nitschke. I think almost everyone here is to young to have known you could easily have gotten lethal end of life options until a few years ago. I didn't know. I'm still so surprised I saw an author got a diagnosis and wrote to Nitschke. She got nembutal from Mexico mailed to her immediately. They had to go and make it almost impossible for someone suffering to have the right to choose not to suffer from dreadful pain. What evil person decided we don't have the right to end our own suffering? We can do it for our animals but we have to pay a vet. Is there anywhere you can buy meds for your animals and do it yourself?
They had to go and make it almost impossible for someone suffering to have the right to choose not to suffer from dreadful pain. What evil person decided we don't have the right to end our own suffering? We can do it for our animals but we have to pay a vet. Is there anywhere you can buy meds for your animals and do it yourself?
What an evil world evil beyond all imagination

They decided we don't have a right to end our own suffering, even extreme suffering or unending constant unbearable pain.

They went through great efforts to steal that and other rights from all of us

They made Nembutal a crime. They also made anyone assisting suicide a crime. Also they made me paying someone to shoot me with a gun a crime. Same for sarco suicide pod , suicide kits and more

I guess people don't realize these aren't inherently crimes as morality is subjective but the worst pain is objectively bad and not wanted.

And its evil to deny me paying someone to shoot me with a gun. I need it and want it and the assister would want to do it because they are getting paid so no one is doing anything that they Don't want to

Plus i will die anyway. and im just an animal a bag of cells , a machine but I can suffer extreme excruciating unbearable pain and I don't want to suffer
 
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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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I wish so much for a way to end my pain. I want so much to find a way to stop it now. I would volunteer for research of the drug protocols.
 
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