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I want to die, but I feel bad about what I'll do to my friends and family. Is there a way to minimize the impact on them?

I want to use the SN method, but I also want to make it look like an accident. I don't think this is possible, however. Would it be best if nobody ever found my body and it just looks like I went missing? Make up some cover story, like "I went camping"?

Should I just tell the truth? Should I record videos or something letting the people who don't now I'm suicidal that it isn't their fault? Only a handful of people know I'm planning to ctb. The rest know I'm crazy and depressed but don't know the extent of it.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
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I don't think there is a way to minimize the impact of your death. Dying is a natural part of life, whether by the act of suicide, car crash, illness, etc ...

It's always going to impact someone, no matter the cause.

I plan to just disappear and go into the woods, and hopefully never be found.
 
WhiteRabbit

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I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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If you go missing, your family won't get any closure, and closure is really important for healing. They'll always be left wondering if you're alive or dead.
 
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