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Eternal Disaster

Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
Aug 3, 2025
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Title.
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
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It depends on the method.

Not with sn not with opiates

Yes with everything else, mixed with inability to tolerate pain
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Nope.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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For me the fear of trying to cease existing going wrong and leading to way worse torture and suffering certainly keeps me trapped in this dreadful, futile existence as I find it terrifying how such can happen.

I always suffer so much from being denied painless guaranteed death to escape from the suffering of this existence I always saw as a mistake where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway, all I want is to never suffer again and I find it horrific how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence.
 

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