Maybe i'm just weak, but even SN sounds scary as hell. There are stories where it's peaceful and stories where it seemed quite distressing.
I don't know if I want to CTB, but I want to have the option open. In case things don't get better, which they don't seem like they will.
Is SN the best option? I concluded that I likely won't be able to do any physical harm to myself. The only options are then drugs/chemicals. N is obviously a fantasy to get your hands on. I've considered CO, but that is more difficult and has a risk of brain damage.
I don't know if I want to CTB, but I want to have the option open. In case things don't get better, which they don't seem like they will.
Is SN the best option? I concluded that I likely won't be able to do any physical harm to myself. The only options are then drugs/chemicals. N is obviously a fantasy to get your hands on. I've considered CO, but that is more difficult and has a risk of brain damage.
