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thekulprit

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Sep 22, 2024
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What is the feeling like while waiting to black out?
 
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TessaMocha

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Jun 30, 2023
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I've heard it's not pleasant. You feel yourself starting to lose oxygen, I've seen it happen and it did not look painless. Sadly, there's no "perfect" method to ending your life, or we'd know about it. We only have the tools we do, and the toolbox is getting increasingly small
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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What is the feeling like while waiting to black out?
It varies but common ones are:
Nausea, tachycardia, headache, dizziness, inability to move,

Sometimes breathlessness

I took a little bit as an experiment, which isn't recommended. The results were tachycardia, dizziness, bodily heaviness, and headache with no unconsciousness as the dose wasn't high enough.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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You're advised to do it with Benzos because they act as a sedative.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
313
Eu também sinto muito, queria que tivesse sido diferente.
 
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thenorthern

Student
Sep 19, 2024
111
How painful is it? What causes the pain?
Breathlessness, it can and usually does cause seizures and vomiting. Seems quite painful from what I have seen towards the very end. The suffering seems to end quick though once it starts.
 
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thekulprit

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Sep 22, 2024
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Sn arrived today. Will take it tommorow on its own as couldnt get the benzos or antiemics
 
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LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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According the general consensus, it's not painful per se but can feel overwhelmingly unpleasant and uncomfortable.
 
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thekulprit

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Sep 22, 2024
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How long before consciousness is lost?
 
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pedrbel8805

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Sep 14, 2024
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I saw a video of a CTB with SN, the heart rate accelerates, it is desperate for the person who does it. I would not recommend this method. Think about it.
 
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suffering_mo

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May 8, 2024
378
I saw a video of a CTB with SN, the heart rate accelerates, it is desperate for the person who does it. I would not recommend this method. Think about it.
Since none of us can get N, what methods do you recommend instead then? People here don't and can't have N and some of us don't even want to die but are suffering physically, etc. Many of us can't do nitrogen either. We are not lucky to have N like you are.
 
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sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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it'll hurt my throat and stomach. can't imagine it not doing that
 

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