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DefiedOdds

DefiedOdds

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Nov 15, 2022
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Failed attempts, I havn't messed around a crazy amount but this all started around a month and a Half ago. Mostly from crap information and being unintelligent from rushing myself and not spending the time researching on the methods I tried.

So far I have tried inert gas Helium as well as The Night Night method.

I've come to realize I'm clearly ready to CTB and have closed my eyes in hopes of not reopening them. But coming across SS I have come to accept that I am not ready in the resource department.

I want a painless and easy way to CTB hence the inert gas attempt which failed as I didnt have enough and the flow rate was wrong. Realizing after research that obtaining it where I live will be extremely difficult same as N I have backed away from this method. And then there's drowning, jumping, etc. all scare me too much. The anxiety of it all freaks me out. Even with the night night method the sound of the ratchet behind my ears gave me the shakes.
But I still did it and attempted to go dark.

The one method I hope to be able to try is SN but with the hype around it and the restrictions being placed on it. I'm unsure as to where to obtain SN while living in Canada. Is this still possible to obtain or is my hopes in CTB on this method lost?
 
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foreverhopeless87

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Oct 13, 2022
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I am in canada and was able to get SN last month
 
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foreverhopeless87

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Oct 13, 2022
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Whats the process for this. Is there websites that provide it?
I found a website with the initials WL, they ship within Canada so no need to clear customs. They did not need identification or a business. I placed my order online and it arrived about a week later.
 
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nochu

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Nov 16, 2022
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i'm also in canada, unfortunately i don't have the ability to send messages yet but can you send a pm? Thx i only see AC but it requires identification and business
I found a website with the initials WL, they ship within Canada so no need to clear customs. They did not need identification or a business. I placed my order online and it arrived about a week later.
 
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foreverhopeless87

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Oct 13, 2022
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i'm also in canada, unfortunately i don't have the ability to send messages yet but can you send a pm? Thx i only see AC but it requires identification and business
I am not allowed to message yet either, sorry
 
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DefiedOdds

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I am not allowed to message yet either, sorry
Once you are, could you pm me too?
Not 100% sure if I found the place you are talking about. But if it is they are out of stock….
 
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foreverhopeless87

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Once you are, could you pm me too?
Not 100% sure if I found the place you are talking about. But if it is they are out of stock….
Yah they are out of stock right now. Hopefully they restock soon!
 
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DefiedOdds

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Hope so too, if not There's another site some kind people have informed me about that I'm going to try.
 

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