JhinLovesPyke

JhinLovesPyke

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Aug 15, 2024
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Hello guys, girls and other bunnies! It's Jhin Loves Pyke, just a simple girl with a simple life. It'll be my final attempt to CTB, and I'll provide some details further. I will NOT drink SN like most people do, because I have seen enough experiences from other people that described it anything but peaceful. I'm also afraid to vomit it up, so this method isn't really for me.

So I came up with an idea of SN enema, which I saw recently pop up on SaSu too. I have decided to try it out, since I don't care how soon I'm going to ctb. I can use a plug so no worries about it leaking out, here's my plan:

Before taking the enema I will prepare myself for ingestion, administrating it so to say. Make sure to fast at least 2 days beforehand (like I'm doing now). Empty my bowel at the day of ingesting the mixture. Take 30g of SN of 98% purity, dissolve it in as little amount of water as possible, probably around 50g of pure, filtered water. After using it, plug it so nothing would leak and lay down on my back the bed, legs put up to my chest, near the wall so if I lose consciousness I don't automatically lower them. Wait for results.

I asked my trustworthy tarot cards if I succeed with this method, and I got the Empress, the Star and the World, so I take it as a "yes". I hope it will work out, but will it?
F4D6Oo XwAEVoYo
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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Honestly, I haven't seen anyone use an enema, but I may have missed something. Are there any successful cases?
I wonder if the SN absorbed by the body will be at a sufficient level. I just don't know what effects to expect.

Secondly, I don't consider tarot cards to be a reliable source of information, so I personally wouldn't rely on them.
 
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LostSoul1965

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Apr 15, 2024
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I have seen this method talked about however don't recall anyone actually doing it. Will it work? Hard to say with no cases or data to refer to. I would say this method would be far from reliable. SN is absorbed by the small intestine so not sure plugging it would achieve this. If you attempt in this manner I think you'd be breaking new ground. Try and document your journey.if you can.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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there has been a person that tired this (they also drank it). they stopped writing pretty quickly. and it's not true that SN is only absorbed by the small intestine. i don't want to drink SN either due to stomach issues.
 
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JhinLovesPyke

JhinLovesPyke

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Aug 15, 2024
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there has been a person that tired this (they also drank it). they stopped writing pretty quickly. and it's not true that SN is only absorbed by the small intestine. i don't want to drink SN either due to stomach issues.
I will do it tomorrow and see how it goes! If you see me being inactive that means I've done it, but I'll make sure to report it if it doesn't work. Oooh I'm so excited
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Considering SN is used to cure meat, I really don't think you want it there. I think you'd probably survive with some hellish irritation of your butt. What are you gonna do, fast until it heals? Bad idea IMHO.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I've often wondered about that & think it may be a really effective method.
BUT!....
Realize that instead of vomiting you'll likely shit yourself as you pass💩
The SN will be absorbed very quickly.
You'll still need to fast.
I hope your plan works as you hope it will.
Please keep us posted if it doesn't work🌹💔
 
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lnlybnny

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Jan 25, 2024
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I think it might feel like scrubbing pepper up your butt
 
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JhinLovesPyke

JhinLovesPyke

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Aug 15, 2024
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O-o-okay guys! I didn't get to fast today since I got invited to a restaurant by my boyfriend and spent some quality time with him (he doesn't know that I'm suicidal). I know I don't look like I want to die, but I really am and even though I didn't fast I will do it another day to empty my bowel so I don't poop myself lmao... I'm okay for now, and when I do catch the perfect day to do it I'll keep y'all posted!
 
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LostSoul1965

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Apr 15, 2024
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there has been a person that tired this (they also drank it). they stopped writing pretty quickly. and it's not true that SN is only absorbed by the small intestine. i don't want to drink SN either due to stomach issues.
I did not say SN was "only" absorbed that way. That is how it works when injested. These are facts. I said I was not sure plugging it would work.
With all due respect because someone tried plugging it and stopped.writing tells us nothing. If it were such a great method then there would be more attempts using this method.
 
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sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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I did not say SN was "only" absorbed that way. That is how it works when injested. These are facts. I said I was not sure plugging it would work.
With all due respect because someone tried plugging it and stopped.writing tells us nothing. If it were such a great method then there would be more attempts using this method.
i don't understand the confrontational tone. i'm not trying to start a fight with you. so calm down. i am only recounting the time i've seen this method in action. here on this forum. that's all. i'm not telling op what to do or what not to do. that's up to them.
 
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LostSoul1965

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Apr 15, 2024
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i don't understand the confrontational tone. i'm not trying to start a fight with you. so calm down. i am only recounting the time i've seen this method in action. here on this ftatorum. that's all. i'm not telling op what to do or what not to do. that's up to them.
I apologize as I wasn't trying to be confrontational. Just trying to clarify what I said.
 
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