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5karlet

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Feb 13, 2024
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ever since my friend circle knows i pop percs it feels like they're all looking at me differently. they're not saying anything but it feels like there's different air in the room now. my friend was telling me that's how you end up a dope fiend or doing meth or something and i'm like dude i'm not addicted to it even though ive been doing for almost a year. it's just nice to have them. i don't get mad when i don't have any, and i don't really fiend for any. but whenever he goes without weed for a couple weeks he starts getting all emotional and getting mad and irritated. he was telling me about how is parents were opiate addicts so i can see where he's coming from. but i told him im a geeker. i WANT to geek hard. if there is a drug in front of me im probably gonna take it. we were in a xbox party with everyone and somehow the topic of my parents sending me to rehab came up, and he was all like "i'm not really tryna hear any of that" like damn bro whatever. he literally didn't say anything for like 10 minutes but all of a sudden comes out of nowhere for that. sorry for keeping it 100. it feels like i always have to put on some type of act when im around them and everytime i dont or just be truthfully me, 100% me, they feel some type of way about it.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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if you want to keep using it, keep using it. just be prepared to accept and lose people around you, because there's no way in hell you're convincing any of them what you're doing is okay. whatever else reasoning you have, it's not going to work with them based on how they see drug use. you're going to be on your own.
 
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if you want to keep using it, keep using it. just be prepared to accept and lose people around you, because there's no way in hell you're convincing any of them what you're doing is okay. whatever else reasoning you have, it's not going to work with them based on how they see drug use. you're going to be on your own.
you're probably right. i was thinking about this earlier like it could literally be the end of our friendship. over a pill. he didn't want me to come over to his house anymore either after i told him. he was like "if you find a new plug for pills you'd buy them?" like duh of course
 
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byebyered

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Mar 9, 2022
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Anybody who pops pills will be looked at differently. I've done percs before but I didn't really go around telling people. It automatically goes into the "hard drugs" category so....yeah youre gonna be judged. Since his parents were opiate addicts it makes sense that he's drifting away. Just respect how he feels.
 
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Anybody who pops pills will be looked at differently. I've done percs before but I didn't really go around telling people. It automatically goes into the "hard drugs" category so....yeah youre gonna be judged. Since his parents were opiate addicts it makes sense that he's drifting away. Just respect how he feels.
i'm not just telling them but my mom wanted me out her house because of it and i never told them why until like a week ago. ofc im gonna respect his boundaries n shi but hopefully it doesn't get too serious. i reeally don't feel like dealing with it
 

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