I thank all of you who took out time and tried to help. And to those who are suffering here, I know the pain and the downwards spiral. I just hope that you all get better, and talk to near and dear ones in times of distress.
Now I would try to answer as many questions as I can-
.The medicines I was prescribed with were sertraline and haloperidol. The doctor increased the dosage gradually.
.I am from South Asia. Mental health itself is a kind of stigma here. ERP might as well be costly (I don't know very well, just a hunch). The fact is that, my parents did so much during the worst phases. Initially I did not tell anyone. But when it was getting uncontrollable I told my father. I myself asked to contact the counsellor of my previous school (I was acquainted with the counsellor). But just counselling didn't work. Then parents decided to try out a psychiatrist. And now though they would never let it show, or express it, I can sense a bit of apathy (not really apathy but a kind of "tired of these" sort of feeling). And I really don't mean to stress them out more. Sometimes I feel a sort of shame to be not able to handle myself even though all my financial and material needs are met.
.Well, I do try to write stories and poems. Sometimes I paint. Unconsciously maybe, but I think through these I try to channelise these feelings in a positive way. And no sir/mam you were not insensitive asking this question. I appreciate your concern, deeply. (Someone asked this question and thought maybe it would sound insensitive)