Is N your preferred choice of weapon?

[PeachBlossoms2310]

If no, why?

Cost? Unreliability in delivery?

 

[WhatIsMyLife]

Nope. Cost and the fact that customs might seize it make N very uninviting.

 

[mediocre]

It was when I first got here but after learning more it is a risk I would never take.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

It was when I first got here but after learning more it is a risk I would never take.

What risk is holding you back?

 

[mediocre]

What risk is holding you back?

The risk of a police visit is enough for me :/

 

[enjolras]

I will try to write up to 3 guides of tricks to release that fear (which I share)

 

[BPD Barbie]

It was, shame it costs a kidney and it's as rare as rocking horse shit.

 

[faust]

Yes, however, my preferred choice is leaving me. I planned to cross the ocean and buy it on the other side. Now with all this corona mess which created plenty of obstacles the odds are getting higher every single day. At the point where I am now there is no way I can get N. Ordering means I need a bit of a money, however, I don't know if mail services between C and IE are still suspended. So I am preparing for the worst.

 

[LMLN]

FOr me it's not not worth the risk of a police visit. That's too much, and I have enough trouble the way it is now.

 

[AcornUnderground]

I have N and desperately need to use it. The scare of police wasn't a big deal to me - seems like worse case they seize it, and that is if they have a warrant. I already opened one of my two bottles so I need to do it. I have the exit bag/N set up as well but can't seem to do that either. I'm not sure which is worse - gassing yourself with a bag over your head and possibly having convulsions or lots of movement, or trying to drink nearly one full cup of chemical poison.

 

[Busdriver]

I really love N, but fear of LE freaks me out. I had my hopes on the ReBreather, but it is still too new to draw conclusions about its reliability and peacefulness.

N is godlike..if I would have it, would probably drink the same day it arrives.

 

[AcornUnderground]

I really love N, but fear of LE freaks me out. I had my hopes on the ReBreather, but it is still too new to draw conclusions about its reliability and peacefulness.

N is godlike..if I would have it, would probably drink the same day it arrives.

What is LE?

 

[Busdriver]

Law Enforcement, i.e. police

 

[LMLN]

What is LE?

Law enforcement

 

[AcornUnderground]

What is LE?

I thought N was godlike until my vet N arrived. It is a LOT of poison to consume. Powdered in 50 ml of water— different story. Glad A is switching to stronger one with less volume, but still- consuming vet N intended for injections is awful. It's more than a few gulps!

 

[Notabadguy]

It would be if I was sure to receive it, therefore my option is the ReBreather. I ordered it, I'm waiting.

I thought N was godlike until my vet N arrived. It is a LOT of poison to consume. Powdered in 50 ml of water— different story. Glad A is switching to stronger one with less volume, but still- consuming vet N intended for injections is awful. It's more than a few gulps!

Still, it's far better than whatever of the other methods.

 

[Kumachan]

Yea, if i had N I would've chugged it down immediately! Ive been planning to travel a bit before ctb - get to a nice place you know, write the note but what the fuck! If I had it in front of me i would just glug glug glug:)

 

[Painpleasure]

N is my preferred method simply due to effectiveness and peacefulness.

If I could source a gruesome method as peaceful and as effective as N I would use it. My objective is to ensure my abusive family find my dead and rotting corspe. I want the memory of my discovery to scar them for life for everything they put me through.

FOr me it's not not worth the risk of a police visit. That's too much, and I have enough trouble the way it is now.

I find it amusing how you are willing to confront death without hesitation but yet you still fear a meaningless welfare visit from the cops...

 

[AlreadyGone]

N is my preferred method of choice. Too bad it is such a pain to obtain.

 

[terry_a_davis]

yes