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kinggold65

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Apr 8, 2020
9
Where can I find N now? Am I at risk of arrest if I'm found in possession of the substance? Even though taking a long trip to South America would mean spending a lot of money and energy, I'm willing to do it just to end my miserable life.
 
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missmiseery

i hate myself and want to die
Jun 28, 2023
22
I'm in South America, wanna know about that too
 
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Dingo67

Member
Dec 15, 2024
49
Last I heard, some vets in Peru or Bolivia sell it
 
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vinvini

Member
Apr 24, 2025
37
Check the latest PPH…
 
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Elan123

Member
Mar 16, 2023
44
Peru's your best bet- check out the PPH book for more information- there's a free version of the book on this site. It's not illegal to possess it in Peru. It is illegal to import it into most countries but for the most part there isn't a custodial sentence or even a criminal record- possibly a fine. It depends on the country you live in and the classification of the drug there. Also research how your particular country deals with it. Many countries don't want to pursue a criminal case against someone with a small amount.
 
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HopeToStay

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May 31, 2024
95
I was in contact with someone who found it in Peru in March/April about 6 months ago. I believe she has now Caught TB.
 
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leot83

Member
Jul 6, 2025
43
How would one go about getting it in Peru'?

Do you walk to a vets and ask them for N?
Would you need a prescription?
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
1,204
How would one go about getting it in Peru'?

Do you walk to a vets and ask them for N?
Would you need a prescription?
There's an area on the outskirts of a town that have veterinary supplies. The drug is sold for euthanizing animals. And if you are persistent and find the right place they'll sell it to you over the counter. But it does take some determination, a little bit of courage and leg work.
 
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leot83

Member
Jul 6, 2025
43
There's an area on the outskirts of a town that have veterinary supplies. The drug is sold for euthanizing animals. And if you are persistent and find the right place they'll sell it to you over the counter. But it does take some determination, a little bit of courage and leg work.
Hi could you pm me the name of the town please?
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
How would one go about getting it in Peru'?

Do you walk to a vets and ask them for N?
Would you need a prescription?
No, small chances that any vet will sell it, maybe with a good bribe, but you are risking thay he/she can call the police. And this is not funny over there. Agrovet shops are the best choice. Clerks can be bribed much more easier, some of them even do not know that it needs a script or got it more and can sell without it. Local dealers can basicly found you everything but it is risky that they can scam you or even rob you.
Best option is to go there with source and it is possible.
Hi could you pm me the name of the town please?
Lima, Cusco.
No, small chances that any vet will sell it, maybe with a good bribe, but you are risking thay he/she can call the police. And this is not funny over there. Agrovet shops are the best choice. Clerks can be bribed much more easier, some of them even do not know that it needs a script or got it more and can sell without it. Local dealers can basicly found you everything but it is risky that they can scam you or even rob you.
Best option is to go there with source and it is possible.

Lima, Cusco.
Ica as well
 
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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
227
There's an area on the outskirts of a town that have veterinary supplies. The drug is sold for euthanizing animals. And if you are persistent and find the right place they'll sell it to you over the counter. But it does take some determination, a little bit of courage and leg work.
I would really appreciate if you could DM me more information about this, i cant message you directly
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
97
Maybe you hire a local translator when you get there and pay the translator to buy it for you. Of course there's a chance of getting scammed by the translator or reported to the police by the translator. But if you pay the translator well they would probably do everything you wanted. There's always risk. As wyo777 said, ending up in a prison in Peru or Bolivia over this would not be a good outcome. That's definitely something you want to make sure to avoid. You think your life is bad now . . .
 

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