Help Is my story worthy of suicide consideration?

[awfullife]

He probably would be suspicious about walmart package but I could lie. My biggest problem is the antiemetic and benzos. I have few options for those.

 

[NextBusLeaving]

Original poster, hit me up via PM. We are a lot alike and steel haulers are a different breed of tough. I want to help. I have kids too. Ill be waiting.