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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
196
I've chosen full suspension hanging as my method. My last attempt failed. I used a hangman's knot I can tie one of these in a few secs and learnt how from a young age but all attempts with this noose have failed.

I've chosen a slipknot but now I'm questioning if the noose is too thin the material is cotton from bedsheets and roughly 6cm in width but it's folded over 3 times so it's more like 2cm and much thicker. I've attached a picture below I've re-tied it so many times now I want to be sure it's 100% correct and will work.

I don't get much time alone maybe 10-25 mins if I'm lucky so the timing is key. I hope that will be enough time if not or you have other recommendations please say I can't have another failed attempt.

I just want peace.


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TheKingInBlack

Failure
Jul 29, 2024
17
I've chosen full suspension hanging as my method. My last attempt failed. I used a hangman's knot I can tie one of these in a few secs and learnt how from a young age but all attempts with this noose have failed.

I've chosen a slipknot but now I'm questioning if the noose is too thin the material is cotton from bedsheets and roughly 6cm in width but it's folded over 3 times so it's more like 2cm and much thicker. I've attached a picture below I've re-tied it so many times now I want to be sure it's 100% correct and will work.

I don't get much time alone maybe 10-25 mins if I'm lucky so the timing is key. I hope that will be enough time if not or you have other recommendations please say I can't have another failed attempt.

I just want peace.


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I feel like you might not have enough time. One of the experts will correct me I'm sure but I believe you'll still be convulsing or able to be saved by 25 mins if you're found. The noose looks fine, I usually use an extension cord when I've tried but its tied properly so far as I can tell
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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10-25 minutes is absolutely not enough time. You should have, at the absolute bare minimum, an hour.

As far as your makeshift tooe, if you can stand the feeling of something that narrow around your neck and the knot can tighten then you should be good.
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
196
well the rope snapped at the anchor point this is the 2nd time this year it's so frustrating how I'm just left with another rope burn scar on my neck it's shameful like am I that stupid I can't even kill myself I haven't attempted again as I've been watched and monitored constantly these last couple weeks I plan to again once that has decreased hopefully next week I'll have enough time but I need to use something thicker I've got so 3cm wide shoe laces so I think I'll use that unless anyone can think of something better I'm limited for options also what type of knot is best to use at anchor..
 
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Painforever

Member
Feb 15, 2026
35
well the rope snapped at the anchor point this is the 2nd time this year it's so frustrating how I'm just left with another rope burn scar on my neck it's shameful like am I that stupid I can't even kill myself I haven't attempted again as I've been watched and monitored constantly these last couple weeks I plan to again once that has decreased hopefully next week I'll have enough time but I need to use something thicker I've got so 3cm wide shoe laces so I think I'll use that unless anyone can think of something better I'm limited for options also what type of knot is best to use at anchor..
you have to use rope, not that
 
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