I never had a particular reason for being depressed. I have no chronic illness, a loving family growing up, great parents and okayish siblings. The only thing that could be said was the immense pressure my father has put on me when it comes to school and my mother, who has hit me on occasion and cruely embaressed me in front of people, but nothing particular that sounds like causing depression. Ever since I've hit puberty, I warched my peers getting in relationships. I for myself have been suffering from loneliness. I'm now 22 and I've been longing for a long term relationship ever since. I dont see any reason to move on no more, since I think I wont get into a relationship for all my life.