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i suppose that's true, i'm just worried somehow there will be a low chance of survival. i dunno. also i may reconsider ,since there's someone who still cares about me, but she's 5,117 miles away and every day is practically torture with my shitty family. i don't even know if i can get through to see her, and whenever she's away i'm worried she's going to abandon me just like everyone else. i can barely do anything and i dont even know when ill be capable of affording a shotgun. got bpd, avpd, c-ptsd, adhd, and severe depression, i honestly hate everything and have no motivation, hardly even to save up to get a ctb method. plus the world is honestly a horrific place and i am tired of any and all physical pain. i also very likely have multiple sclerosis or something like that because my nerves are far more sensitive than before and this has been going on for the last year or so, everything is near excruciating for me and i have chronic pain
i've seen some, usually when they put the barrel against their chin - but even then in the ronnie mcnutt video the guy puts the rifle against his chin and fires and he still ends up dying so i guess even that can be lethal, though i bet that up against the roof of my mouth would be even better, i worry about everything though
i guess you're right. i'll likely still post here still just incase, since i guess knowledge will always be good and i may change my mind one day, or she may leave me, but honestly thinking logically i don't think she would. i wish you the best of luck, you are a kind person.
thank you. i guess in the end i can find atleast something to make me happy. agh, i feel like ive derailed my own thread, i hope it wont anger anyone. i already worry about everything i do
i think even if it did result in failure it would likely still cause death from shock/blood loss, but who knows. i heard a story about a guy who shot himself and later woke up and managed to do it again even though he was faceless and lost his eyes
true, i suppose the only case involving survival would have the person ending up a vegetable and they'd probably be euthanized, but hearing all these stories about forced institutionalizations and people being forced to live for other reasons i honestly don't know anymore, the world is strange
Yea once the person is brain dead or a vegetable the parents or significant other get the say if the person lives or not which is awful
yeah my religious nutjob parents would force me to live as long as possible. i have no idea why people worship the concept of life and would prefer excruciating pain and the like to dying. dying honestly doesn't sound bad because it'd likely just be like how someone was before birth
I will always say that assisted suicide should be more common if someone feels its there time to go they shouldn't have to jump through as many hoops as you do.
yeah 100% true if someone wants to get into one of those sarco pods or whatever it's called it should be perfectly legal especially if they are going through a ton of suffering whether physical or mental. i think that's the case in Canada and Switzerland, isn't it? unfortunately i dont think voluntary euthanasia like that would ever be legalized in the united states, republicans want more people to join a cult and pointlessly worship something which can't have its existence proven and democrats want more neoliberal wage slaves, they can't possibly have people killing themselves off on mass, then they wouldn't be able to torture people anymore
It is a thing a Canada which is where I live but it has a lot restrictions as to who can use it. I also don't see the US allowing something like that its way to divided for people to agree on something of that nature
yeah true it would probably only pass in maybe one state, and oh, i didn't know there were so many restrictions, i just heard it was better than atleast in some places
Yea these are the restrictions
that's honestly shit, it sounded really good at first, but yeah that's extremely vague. and i have no idea what mentally competent would mean, but if someone is so mentally fucked like me and wants to die i don't see a problem. i guess lately i've also been trying to distract myself from everything but it's really hard and sometimes everything feels pointless and repetitive to me. also i know this is sort of unrelated but i feel like i have an ear infection and my parents won't even fucking help and take me to a doctor, i hate my life. just another reason i dont wanna be around sometimes, my parents are horrible and i am basically dependent on them at 18 with how fucked my brain is, but then again i guess most people at 18 still live with parents
Omg thats awful ear infections can be super painful. Im also pretty sure ear infections if not taken care of can cause long term ear damage not sure though anyway i hope your able to see a doctor about it
I hope i can go, though honestly ear damage wouldn't be bad considering i'm tired of hearing my family's shit. Also at the same time the right side of my face feels inflamed and i can barely move the right side of my mouth, likely a cyst causing this or something :/
I hope it isnt and you have something that will pass ive never had a ear infection but i heard they can be painful
