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Leopard2023

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Sep 24, 2023
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What would be the chances?
 
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roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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Why do you even question that, you probably know it's outside the protocol.
 
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Leopard2023

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Sep 24, 2023
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I thought if I just want to test it to feel whats it's like or as a method of self harm.
 
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roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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Never test SN by tasting a bit, it's dangerious
 
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Hvergelmir

Elementalist
May 5, 2024
807
Agreeing with previous poster, and why go through the thing twice?

There's real risk of serious organ damage and long term suffering.
The experience itself isn't anything noteworthy - mild to moderate nausea followed by tiredness, if I recall things correctly.
 
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Leopard2023

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Sep 24, 2023
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I unfortunately would struggle to measure it
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

Back here I suppose
Jan 5, 2025
250
You can die, yes. There was at least one case where someone accidentally drank SN (a really small dose) and they died. So don't do it, there's no logical reason to do it. Even if you wanted to self harm, something that I don't approve, there's safer ways to do it.
 
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Leopard2023

Student
Sep 24, 2023
107
Agreeing with previous poster, and why go through the thing twice?

There's real risk of serious organ damage and long term suffering.
The experience itself isn't anything noteworthy - mild to moderate nausea followed by tiredness, if I recall things correctly.
Oh I thought the effects were reversible. That's what it said in a guide on this forum.

I just wanted to experience the feeling of going into nothingness.
 
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Feb 14, 2025
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Oh I thought the effects were reversible. That's what it said in a guide on this forum.

I just wanted to experience the feeling of going into nothingness.
Please stop this with every inch of your body.
I wouldn't rely on any antidote!!
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
246
you'd shit your intestines out
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

Back here I suppose
Jan 5, 2025
250
Oh I thought the effects were reversible. That's what it said in a guide on this forum.

I just wanted to experience the feeling of going into nothingness.
I'm no expert, but what I think it's reversible is what it does with the blood of your body. However, once your blood stops carrying oxygen, your organs will start suffering harm. If the dose is enough, the harm will be enough to kill you. If it's not enough to kill you, however, you will probably suffer permanent harm. This is an unlikely outcome after a proper SN protocol, but it can happen if you play with a poison like this.

Again, don't do it. It's really high risk and basically no reward.
 
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Hvergelmir

Elementalist
May 5, 2024
807
I just wanted to experience the feeling of going into nothingness.
If you just want to go unconscious - into dreamless sleep, there are better drugs.
You'll have to do your own research, but I'd look into sleep medication.

That said, you'll feel like you've lost time, alongside any other potential side effects. You'll likely be confused waking up at a strange place and at a strange time. Not much of an experience really.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
The effects can be reversed yes but people have also died asking for help. The treatment isn't as simple as only having an iv injection of the antidote, a lot goes into it and it can be hell not to mention the consequences of failed attempt.....It's not worth experimenting just to see what it feels like.
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
478
It's too risky. People have died not wanting to ctb at that time, but just to test the SN.
 
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APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
297
I thought if I just want to test it to feel whats it's like or as a method of self harm.
No.

 
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Leopard2023

Student
Sep 24, 2023
107
No.

I can't access the link
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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Don't do it!! Very bad idea. People have died just doing a "taste test" of the stuff. SN is very potent.
You shouldn't use before you're ready to go. 🤗🌹💔
 
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