Discussion Is it possible to catch the bus while other people are home?

[RiceandBeans212]

My mom and sisters are here 24/7 now I don't know what to do anymore. I want to rope before the end of the month. What should I do? I still haven't bought the rope either yet. I planned to buy some rope from Walmart or the Dollar Store then just rope from there. Anyone have advice?

 

[BlankUser]

I wouldn't risk it. Many who decide to ctb at home with other people in the next room are found too early and some of them live with a brain damage for the rest of their lives.

 

[nopointofliving]

I'm sorry life led you to this point. I'm in the same situation, I'm looking for the shallow water blackout method. If it works, my death will sound as an accident and I can do it in the bathtub. Let's see how it works :(

 

[Beachedwhale]

I'm in the same situation and it will be difficult for me. If I use SN what if I vomit loudly enough or have a seizure and knock things over so that they wake up? So I may stick to travelling to a spot where I can jump. But of course I told them about it so now I have to come up with a plan to trick them into believing I'm doing something else... Annoying

 

[FuneralCry]

I can really relate to this. There is always family members around. Honestly I am too scared to ever risk it due to failure consequences. I'm not sure if I'd ever be left alone long enough for it to succeed. We honestly need a right to die rather than having to resort to these methods. I wish you well.

 

[WornOutLife]

Personally, I wouldn't do it. Too risky.

I'd try to go to a hotel or somewhere in which I can be alone somehow.

 

[Rayzieka]

I do not recommend it as well. But from the looks of it, I'll be doing it without certainty I won't be heard as well.
I tried mapping out the town I live in, but we are surrounded by flatlands for miles. And somehow we have no clusters of trees.
Such trouble.

 

[dyingalone123]

I just want to die at home yet I can't due to the above reasons. Just a pain in the ass. I'll probably have to go to a hotel then.

 

[ChaseBees]

It's possible. But not recommended. If you start, and get 'saved' you'll likely have permanent brain damage. That's worse than life if you ask me