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lonergirl_26

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earlier I went on a walk, after the first initial walk I wasn't ready to go home so I wandered around and ended up near the motorway. I was so tempted to do it but managed to walk away. After that I went home the way I came and saw a rope hanging of a tree. I didn't see it on the way. Now I feel like it was definitely a sign I should've done it. I feel like i wasted opportunity to ctb.

(I also saw a fox irl for the first time. Totally irrelevant I just really wanted to tell someone)
 
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I'm not sure if you have any beliefs in something that gives you signs of what you should do, but sometimes I stumble across things that seem like hints, although I simply write them as a funny coincidence, as I don't really believe in the supernatural. Regarding the part that you felt like you missed an opportunity, I feel like you weren't planning on anything that day, (or that's how I understood the comment) but don't do anything on impulse. If you aren't 100% ready, don't let signs pressure you.

(I also saw a fox irl for the first time. Totally irrelevant I just really wanted to tell someone)
Seeing wildlife is pretty magical, so I'm glad you got to experience that. I've never seen one irl, but I could imagine it to be awsome :)
 
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