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Wonhun

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Nov 5, 2024
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for someone to witness
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
529
I would presume it's better to look shrivelled up than well... in a mess like that.

I've heard all different accounts with hanging - some are lucky and merely have a mark on their neck - others their head swells and goes black. I think it depends on many factors with hanging, and remember it is extremely painful, too. It's my method
 
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Wonhun

Student
Nov 5, 2024
198
I would presume it's better to look shrivelled up than well... in a mess like that.

I've heard all different accounts with hanging - some are lucky and merely have a mark on their neck - others their head swells and goes black. I think it depends on many factors with hanging, and remember it is extremely painful, too. It's my method
so do you mean hanging looks better?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Whatever "looks better" is mainly a question of how much time passed until your corpse is found. Once you're dead the natural decay process starts immediately.

for someone to witness
Do you intend that someone is watching you dying?
 
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Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
Feels like you wanna CTB yourself for other people.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,349
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Ask a necrophiliac. Death it the great equalizer, your rotten body or skeleton will not tell whether you were ugly or beautiful.
 
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abndnd33990

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Jan 2, 2025
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Hanging is definitely more traumatizing to the person that'll find you. Especially the face - it gets really purple and swollen. With SN, you just look like a regular, ol' corpse, maybe a bit blueish on the face. You can look up how both look and decide yourself.
 
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Wonhun

Student
Nov 5, 2024
198
Hanging is definitely more traumatizing to the person that'll find you. Especially the face - it gets really purple and swollen. With SN, you just look like a regular, ol' corpse, maybe a bit blueish on the face. You can look up how both look and decide yourself.
That's nice
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,213
Hanging is fairly benign. A little wriggling then you just hang there.
SN has stomach issues. Some barfing.
What are you good with?
(if you use the bathroom first, other issues are avoided)
 
webb&flow

webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
616
and remember it is extremely painful, too.
Could you describe that pain? Not considering it myself or anything, I have just heard various accounts of it and I don't know which one is the most accurate. Would greatly appreciate you explaining this 'extremely painful' nature of it in detail as well. Many thanks.
 

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