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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
I feel like I'm a burden to the people I'm living with. I don't want them to have to deal with me not being able to pay rent. I do try to help in other ways but I feel extremely guilty
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
I know exactly how you feel. I've felt that way for over a decade now. It's only one of the many reasons why I'm planning to ctb
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Are those "people" your parents/family? I would differentiate here a bit also taking into account my age, finished school/uni, job and all that. Illnesses?

Imo: Being a burden can be a reason to CTB but each case is probably complex and cannot be answered with a simple yes or no.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
I don't think anyone needs a reason to CTB, the right to die is universal.

However, if you are not sure, recovery is always an avenue to explore first. Life is very short and there really is no rush to CTB I have realised the last few months.

I used to take comfort in having a method all planned out but I now know that was all a BS coping mechanism. I truly believe that once I am ready to CTB I will find a way.
 

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