Is anyone tired of waking up?

[Zzzzz]

Yes I always feel like I'm being rudely woken up. I rarely wake up feeling peaceful and content.

 

[Scribble Fan]

Yes, I wish I could sleep forever.

 

[Curiousoutlook]

I manifest i dont wake up before I sleep every night

 

[noname223]

Always when I go to bed I hope that I will never wake up again. At the moment I really struggle to get out of my bed. I have to make some horrible decisions and all options can have horrendous consequences. It sucks to be me.

 

[Beachedwhale]

I wake up with a depressing wave of suicidal ideation.

 

[mossball]

For real. I have trouble going to sleep because it feels like that's what prompts the next day to start. And they're all difficult or repetitively difficult...

Also, being asleep is the closest I can feel to not existing.

 

[Suicide Depression]

Últimamente me he estado despertando y viendo la realidad de otro día con estos sentimientos y dolor, dormir es a veces lo único bueno cuando no tienes pesadillas, me gustaría dormir para siempre y no despertar nunca y seguir en esto. repugnante vida llena de dolor, lo más difícil es despertar. y ver tu realidad

 

[Hurt]

Everyday. Slept 10 hours today. Woke up and said: Ooooh no here we go again..

 

[logan]

Yes, not waking up would be a dream.

 

[Largeletters]

I hate nighttime because it means I'll have to wake up the next day...

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Waking up is the most unpleasant experience for me now.

 

[wanttodie]

I want to stop waking up, too.

 

[natali4]

Everyday. I get nightmares, so sleep isn't peaceful, but waking up and facing the real life is even a bigger nightmare. I wish it would end and soon enough I won't wake up and drift into the peaceful nothingness

 

[NO-HOPE]

I'm tired of waking up, but I'm also sick of not being able to go to sleep in the first place. It's a cycle.

I know that so well :(
eventually when I do get to sleep I wish I would never ever wake up again

 

[suicidesheep31]

the first thing I say in the morning is: "No, again!! I don't want". The days are endless. I just wait they are over.
I find some comfort when I take my sleeping pills and go to bed. And then wake up again and wait again....

 

[ZoraMax]

Every single day. I've been napping so much lately because it's the only way I can truly be rid of these heart-sinking feelings.

 

[sanction]

F*CK our parents for bringing us into this BULLSHIT world, now we are stuck and have to deal with it all with absolute zero choice................. for their own sake of entertainment and someone to "accompany" them. OUR TRUE WORST ENEMY at the end of the day

Anyways I do understand there are some good parents out there, and also some people on this site also have kids of their own as well, so I don't mean it against you in negative way. We're in this together. But just allow me to rant for a second, as I do hate my parents a lot for this....... oh well.......... sigh....

 

[Largeletters]

F*CK our parents for bringing us into this BULLSHIT world, now we are stuck and have to deal with it all with absolute zero choice

Agreed. :(

 

[2Min2Midnight]

The worst part of my day is the moment I become self aware upon waking up. I wish I could just die peacefully in my sleep.

 

[Kattt]

SO MUCH>
It get's so I'm scared if goimg to sleep because I know how it ends

 

[grungeCat]

I am, every single day. Every night I hope it's gonna be my last night.

 

[frifranlivet]

It's hard to fall asleep and then when I wake up it's even more hard to get up

 

[Numbtopain97]

Yes every day

 

[loopylou]

Yep. I felt like that ever since I realised this is the best things are ever gunna get for me

 

[Dear Agony]

Everyday. I get filled with pure dread when I wake up. I wouldn't say I wish it's anxiety, it's deeper than that. I legitimately am scared, terrified of going through another day again. Partly because I've been waiting for something terrible that I know will happen soon, but I don't want to get into that here lol.
But yeah, as soon as I wake up I remember all of the reasons I wish I didn't.