Things are definitely getting worse for me now too. My car broke down, so I couldn't drive for a living anymore. No money to fix it. Ended up evicted and having to move in with my sister and her husband. I can tell they don't want me here and have overheard them talking about me. My health is bad. I'm unable to work a job standing up, and can't find anything that allows you to sit. I try to stay away from them, back in this room all the time. But understanding that you are not wanted is a horrible feeling. My kids rarely come. I doubt I'll even see them on mother's day. Neither of them have offered me a place to stay, after I gave up my entire life for them. It's sickening, and I don't think I'm going to keep pushing too much longer. My circumstances have drastically plummeted.
I went from an independent woman, ignored by her family to a burden on people who just want me to disappear. If I didn't have to give her husband his meds during the day, I'd go for days without speaking to anyone at all here. Life is certainly bleak and getting worse with each breath I take.
