Discussion Is anybody else bothered about the people who'd be happy once you're dead ?

[deadzombie6]

My parents are super abusive honestly they wouldn't even care if i die and would be happy , for some reason this stops me from killing myself . I live out of spite despite my parents always pushing me to the edge . I want to die i really do but somehow thinking of all the people family and likewise who'd be happy seeing me dead keeps me alive but I'm so exhausted i just want to die but this stops me . I have parents who want me dead , they tell me everytime that they want me dead and even cousins who have bullied me and asked me to die , so somewhere im just stuck living here but I wish I could die . Anybody else bothered about such people ?.

 

[just_a_guy]

If I don't exist, I can't care.

 

[Maxwell_Edison]

Shouldn't bother you. Once you are dead it wouldn't matter what goes on here, you shouldn't care maybe get to CPS if you can.

 

[woodlandcreature]

more bothered about all the people who know me who won't give a shit. i won't be able to care about that when im dead though.

 

[Rust]

When I wake up in the mornings, it bothers me that they've pushed me to the edge and that they'll get away with it and not care. When night time comes around, I'm too tired to care and just want to leave everything behind and die. Thus far, I've lived out of spite. But maybe I also have the vain hope that things will get better one day.

 

[itsgone2]

There are likely people that will say, good riddance. Oh well. They won and I lost. I should have been better.

 

[Dejected 55]

Most people won't notice for more than five minutes, and even those people might not know I'm gone until months afterward.

IF I had anyone who would be thrilled by my death, I don't know about them... and since I'll be dead, I honestly do not care.

 

[deadzombie6]

When I wake up in the mornings, it bothers me that they've pushed me to the edge and that they'll get away with it and not care. When night time comes around, I'm too tired to care and just want to leave everything behind and die. Thus far, I've lived out of spite. But maybe I also have the vain hope that things will get better one day.

I feel you . This is exactly what I feel sometimes , i hope you do get well soon (:

Shouldn't bother you. Once you are dead it wouldn't matter what goes on here, you shouldn't care maybe get to CPS if you can.

In my country there's no CPS . But yes you're kinda right , once dead nothing should truly matter

 

[Ligottian]

This reminds me of a panel of cartoons I once saw. I only remember two. In one, the suicide's "friends" are laughing. One says "Thank God he's dead!". In another, his girlfriend is crying and saying "Now it might be weeks before I have sex again".

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm such a pessimist. I think this world can be an awful place so- it doesn't upset me that I'm leaving those sorts of people behind- they deserve one another. Maybe they'll feel a sense of satisfaction if I CTB. But then, I doubt they'll get through the rest of their lives unscathed. I tend to agree with that line in the last 'Harry Potter'- 'Don't pity the dead. Pity the living.'

 

[meiherasayuri]

He doesn't care about my death because I haven't been part of his life for a long time, and that makes me angry. The only ones who wouldn't be happy about my death would be my family, but that's it. I don't know where I'll go if I die, but I know there are people who won't care about my death, like my ex, for example

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I feel good about others' misfortune too. I think we all do if we're honest. Enjoy it, folks. I'm out.

 

[InevitableDeath]

The person who'd be most happy when I'm dead is me.
That's honestly the whole point of ctb.
There'd be others too, if I decide not to take them along
But most will sigh; thank god he's gone.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

What happens after I'm gone is not my concern.

 

[owarikigan]

it bothers me not because i have any concern over what happens to me after, rather i couldn't bear the thought of the very few people that actually do hold me close having to deal with seeing people mock and celebrate it while grieving

 

[darksouls]

when we are dead it does not matter what this vile scum thinks

 

[thefarter]

i hope everyone is super happy after i kms. lowkey i just think it will be a relief for a lot of people. like finally the evil manipulator whore liar witch is dead yaaaaayyyyy ^_^ and they get happy and partay

 

[justanotherbody]

I can't think of a single person who would enjoy hearing about my death. I don't have "enemies" or people who outwardly dislike me. I've never really had any active interpersonal conflicts.

And that's a big thing keeping me alive, because I don't want to leave the people in my life traumatized from my sudden, unforseeable, violent suicide.

I don't really have anyone to point to as a "cause" for my desire to CTB. I just want out, man. I'm tired of this life.