
canyounotbesad
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- Mar 19, 2024
- 35
Next month I have to get ACL/Meniscus surgery, and I have to be put under. It's not something I've been looking forward to cause I get sleep paralysis and don't want to get stuck. I'm also nervous about saying or doing something that is out of character and upsetting someone or making more issues for myself later on. Researching it, the consensus is that no one pays attention to what you say when coming out of it and that I won't even process being put under and coming out. It will kinda be like skipping ahead in a movie. The more I think of that the more I wonder if that is what dying is like. You just stop being. I wonder if being put under will make want too CTB more or less.