squillykilly
Stupid Chud
- Dec 15, 2025
- 86
I've been battling with depression my whole life, and even on anti Depressants I still end up self harming and planning my inevitable CTB... The only thing that makes me genuinely happy is being tipsy/drunk. "Ohh Squilly, that's a depressant! It makes things worse" why do I feel so happy when I drink and then feel the exact same (depressed) when I sober up. I don't ever want to be sober, I just want to be happy
I understand it's factually a depressant but I DONT CARE
I understand it's factually a depressant but I DONT CARE