Discussion Irrational Appeal Of Shitty Methods

[BeansOfRequirement]

Does anyone else have these? I like the thought of bleeding out by cutting myself open with my sharp combat knife, I like it way more than my current method (full suspension). There are some psychological factors, I think it would make me feel completely in control of the situation and it feels like more of a natural or comfy death (I know this is factually incorrect). I'd be able to do it at home, etc.

Anyone else, or do you happen to like your best method the best?

 

[Fthis]

Does anyone else have these? I like the thought of bleeding out by cutting myself open with my sharp combat knife, I like it way more than my current method (full suspension). There are some psychological factors, I think it would make me feel completely in control of the situation and it feels like more of a natural or comfy death (I this is factually incorrect). I'd be able to do it at home.

Anyone else, or do you happen to like your best method the best?

I mean I heard id you get stone drunk then cutting dosen't hurt. Sounds like a nice method but I'm too scared of failure. I also kinda wanna jump in front of a train but I don't wanna tramatize the driver. Also lighting myself on fire sounds good but my SI would never.

 

[Symbiote]

For awhile I was fixated on exsanguination, the act of slitting my throat with a knife and bleeding out. The thought of having my warm blood splash all over me as I slowly pass in and out of consciousness was kinda just punishment for me. I also thought about ramming my car into a road divider at 120mph without a seatbelt just so I can get eviscerated by my own car windshield as I flew out of it and then splatter into a dozen broken pieces. Once again a product of my imagination thinking I deserve pain.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think I would love to die like the method you mentioned but I would use a kitchen knife. You know, just some silly fantasy I have lol.

Still, I don't have the guts to do that so the options are partial hanging, a gun or SN (I have no idea how I would get these two).

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I think I would love to die like the method you mentioned but I would use a kitchen knife. You know, just some silly fantasy I have lol.

Still, I don't have the guts to do that so the options are partial hanging, a gun or SN (I have no idea how I would get these two).

Why partial?

 

[WornOutLife]

Why partial?

Well, I suck at it (failed 3 times to do it) but I find it easier than full suspension because I'm too heavy and I dunno which thing could support my weight lol.
Also, I've seen some videos of ppl ctb with this method and they make it look so easy!!!!

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Well, I suck at it (failed 3 times to do it) but I find it easier than full suspension because I'm too heavy and I dunno which thing could support my weight lol.
Also, I've seen some videos of ppl ctb with this method and they make it look so easy!!!!

Right, gotcha. I really, really, really want a gun instead of having to through with my shitty full-suspension and end up in a Caesar's salad.

 

[Amumu]

Once again a product of my imagination thinking I deserve pain.

Come on you definitely don't deserve pain

 

[amarillo]

I sometimes fantasize about stabbing myself in all possible places, stomach, legs, even eyes lol, and then lighting myself on fire, just to get all the frustration out and punish myself for being me I guess. Completely unrealistic of course, plus I would never have the gut to do anything like that. My actual method will be SN, which I am actually very happy about.

 

[Aloken]

Yeah, there's something peaceful in stabbing for me..it makes me feel better, it makes me feel that the only thing that stands in my way
is me and if I can suck it up and give me a nice stab in the right place, it'll be over.

 

[aneurysm]

Does anyone else have these? I like the thought of bleeding out by cutting myself open with my sharp combat knife, I like it way more than my current method (full suspension). There are some psychological factors, I think it would make me feel completely in control of the situation and it feels like more of a natural or comfy death (I know this is factually incorrect). I'd be able to do it at home, etc.

Anyone else, or do you happen to like your best method the best?

I really really like the idea of drowning in the ocean.

Wearing a pretty white dress, taking 5 bottles of wine and 30 pills of Xanax with me and driving across the desert, then into the ocean.

gosh, wish I had to gut to steal my uncle's car to do that.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

5 bottles of wine

 

[Sensei]

Does anyone else have these? I like the thought of bleeding out by cutting myself open with my sharp combat knife, I like it way more than my current method (full suspension). There are some psychological factors, I think it would make me feel completely in control of the situation and it feels like more of a natural or comfy death (I know this is factually incorrect). I'd be able to do it at home, etc.

That's not necessarily a shitty method if you go for the femoral artery.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

I use to imagine jumping out of a car on a highway to become roadkill even though it was a pretty irrational method. I suppose the appeal of it was that you could do it in an instant without any actual preparation or having to wait for whatever reason.

 

[inthemoonblue]

I have no idea know why, but hanging has always had a strange appeal to me. It just seemed right. I had a brief affair with SN after joining this site lol, but I've definitely decided on partial as my method.

 

[Last chance]

The methods I think of when I am trying to sleep are laying my neck across a railway line and waiting for a train,I know the perfect spot for it I even think about camouflaging myself somehow so that the driver doesn't see me.

And

Cutting my wrists,I think I like this one as it's a kinda mind over matter challenge but I get the feeling panic would set in as soon as the blood starting spurting.

 

[Shades of Grey]

I'm not partial to my method (amitriptyline), because it's prolonged. I chose it for efficacy and legality, not speed... but if I could get my hands on barbiturates without having to resort to surreptitious behavior, I would not even consider it.

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

When I had arthritis flare-ups I would fantasise stabbing myself in the chest with a kitchen knife and protest in the form of self-immolation. (Someone here mentioned martyrdom for the cause of a peaceful exit. While that did cross my mind, for me it was more to spite the medical profession for their inability to treat chronic pain.) Even though I planned to OD, I watched videos of violent car crashes, fires and disaster documentaries to prepare myself for the deed. Of particular significance was the self-immolation of the Vietnamese Buddhist monk Thích Quảng Đức in 1963 against the persecution of Buddhists by the South Vietnamese Roman Catholic government.

 

[Invisible 73]

Come on you definitely don't deserve pain

But pain feels good! Physical pain releases the emotional pain

 

[TessB]

I can't ever stop thinking about crashing my car into a bridge or wall at high speed even though I know it's stupid and not certain death.. but it appeals to me.

 

[loopylou]

I can't ever stop thinking about crashing my car into a bridge or wall at high speed even though I know it's stupid and not certain death.. but it appeals to me.

And me. I zone out driving sometimes and I get from A to B and I can't remember how? Not great is it.

 

[yellowpig]

yes, they almost feel safe at this point since ive been stuck on them for so many years. Acetaminophen overdose is the top one, followed by jumping off a specific local bridge. I've tried the overdose a few times. The one time I ended up in the hospital (not because of the overdose, because i told my therapist I had a plan a few days from then) they took blood and asked me about my liver levels. Gave me the antidote, ultrasound of my liver. i vomited because of the antidote. Overall shitty experience. They said I would've caused a lot of damage had I not gotten treatment, but I didn't get treatment until a few days after the overdose and obviously not on purpose so idk. I think I would've been fine.

despite this, I still overdosed a few months later. Nothing happened. Didn't get treatment. It'll probably happen again. I know it's a stupid method, more likely to mess with my liver than anything, but I don't think it'll ever leave my mind.

 

[TwoTenEightyEight]

Bleeding out is my primary suicidal intention. I would consider hanging if there was any point I could fully suspend from in my flat (apartment), yet I can't. I have no love for partial, since it could cause an Aneurysm if there was not enough pressure to compress the arteries and not just the veins. That'd be more painful than just stabbing, I'd wager.

 

[ZardozOmega]

I keep thinking about how cool it would be to commit suicide using radiation. It would probably be the first suicide like that. It's not really doable, though

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I think it's because suicide is romanticized in some areas in popular culture and some methods more so than others.

 

[Addi_Madd]

I wish to god I could have someone experienced with firearms shoot me in the back of the head with zero risk of them facing repercussions or being traumatised by it. Obviously this is a pipe dream.

My other fantasy scenario is to be put under a general anaesthetic (like for major surgery) and then being decapitated. Painless and foolproof.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I wish to god I could have someone experienced with firearms shoot me in the back of the head with zero risk of them facing repercussions or being traumatised by it. Obviously this is a pipe dream.

My other fantasy scenario is to be put under a general anaesthetic (like for major surgery) and then being decapitated. Painless and foolproof.

you could set this up. Best way would be to offer yourself to an ISIS like entity, they're always looking to murder folks for propaganda value. You might not get anesthetic but they do decapitate I believe

and all this is available to you because of massive unemployment of young males in a region where it's seen as acceptable to rape young children, stone your wife , and worship a pedophile named Mohammed !

 

[Ardesevent]

I still fantasize about getting decapitated or dying peacefully from an overdose, even though I know those are both impossible for different reasons. It's nice to imagine myself going out in a painful gory mess though, can't tell if it's a fetish thing or if I just think I deserve it.

 

[Makko]

I keep thinking about how cool it would be to commit suicide using radiation. It would probably be the first suicide like that. It's not really doable, though

It would also be cool to hug a nuclear bomb while it explodes. Or go to space and be perforated by solar radiation.

Bizarre death is full of romance. Mundane and practical methods are too boring.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

That's not necessarily a shitty method if you go for the femoral artery.

I always thought I'd go for the carotid or whatever I could manage to hit in the neck, lol. It's a really shitty method, imo. Femoral would take a lot of digging, no? I think everything important is basically protected by a lot of tough flesh.