bad luck
Memento mori
- Mar 2, 2021
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I took my sleep medication 3 hours ago: 5mg diazepam 10mg zolpidem 200mg trazodone I've barely hit two yawns, I had to watch a movie and now I can't stop thinking about CTB soon with SN. Very close to impulsivity. I just took 1mg alprazolam to see if I fall asleep, if not, every 20 minutes I take another and another until I fall asleep. I keep thinking about CTB, images of my funeral, what to put in suicide letters... My brain doesn't stop and I want to sleep