i find conflict in my suicidal urges. One side says you can always do it tomorrow. the other side says you should do it now or never, and that the man who sets something for later never does anything. which of the voices should i listen to.
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Same, but its clear to me at my stage in my life there are more reasons to not carry on than to live for...
bl33ding_heart
Borderline
- Jun 24, 2025
- 110
It's normal to be unsure of what you want, especially when it comes to whether you want to live or die. You don't have to listen to any of them. It's best to take your time thinking things through, and trying to imagine what a happy future would look like for you. And if that's what you actually want. I hope you either live an excellent life or have a very swift and peaceful exit out of this world if that's what you decide. Much love.
roach
Roachy bug
- Jun 21, 2025
- 5
Very similar to how I'm currently feeling. What's the other motivation telling you not to? Is it work, fulfillment, hope, or something else?
Maybe it's just the SI talking but I feel like if there's even a little part of me that wants to keep going. I owe it to him to try.
