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sundown12

sundown12

drama queen
Oct 5, 2022
158
hi everyone🩵
if you guys read my posts you know i tried many times to ctb by partial hanging, unsuccessfully so. i changed my method to SN, and unfortunately i don't have any access to benzodiazepines, but i'll be able to get domperidone and ibuprofen. i wish i could get benzos, but i have no prescription. i might do a goodbye thread, but i'm not sure yet. i'm terrified of waking up in a psych ward, but at this point my situation is hopeless. i'm willing to risk it all. if you guys could link some useful SN goodbye threads so i know what to expect I would really appreciate it. thanks!
 
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Mebius

Mebius

Student
Jun 13, 2024
183
I dont think you should do this without either Propanolol or Benzodiazepines (better if you have both), the anxiety would be excruciating
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Benzos are not essential but help to stay calm. You may find Benzos on DNMs if you cannot get a prescription. I have no specific GBTs to link to rn but people have succeeded without Benzos. You can use the forum search and search "Goodbye" in titles only, you should find many GBTs.
 
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CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Experienced
Jan 8, 2024
290
I done a goodbye thread and was sending updates of symptoms and pictures of my pulse oxy, and also the recovery from failing the attempt if this helps
 
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sundown12

sundown12

drama queen
Oct 5, 2022
158
I done a goodbye thread and was sending updates of symptoms and pictures of my pulse oxy, and also the recovery from failing the attempt if this helps
I've read your thread, it was very informative, thank you for posting it!
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I done a goodbye thread and was sending updates of symptoms and pictures of my pulse oxy, and also the recovery from failing the attempt if this helps
I read that and was very grateful for everything you wrote. It was really helpful. (all I've got to do now is find some SN lol)
 
kfad95

kfad95

Member
Mar 2, 2024
60
I done a goodbye thread and was sending updates of symptoms and pictures of my pulse oxy, and also the recovery from failing the attempt if this helps
Are you able to link your thread? I can't seem to find it 😅 or know how
 

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