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Heroinluverr

Heroinluverr

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What is the best way to CTB with SN my situation has improved and I'll have some freedoms so with the little freedom I have left I want to do it right now much SN does it take to CTB and what's the best way to get it down and also will combining it with a sleep aid like Xanax or something help it be more painless and peaceful
 
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2nded what lockednloaded said, you'll want an antiemetic (THIS IS ESSENTIALLY MANADATORY) a painkiller like panadol or other generic brand, optionally a betablocker (propanolol) and optionally a relaxant like benzos. then follow Stan's Guide. skimping on antiemetic = throwing up and/or failure, skimping on anything else = little more painful/uncomfortable.

do be a little careful with dosage and timing, do not overdose on the meds (max daily dose yes, max daily dose x 3 no), if you're taking something to knock you out it'll have to kick in before or slightly after you take the SN, but not soon enough that you mis-measure the SN.

you'll need 180x2x[your weight in kgs]/1000 grams of SN, aka 25 or 35g.
 
Heroinluverr

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I don't know where to get the antiemetic I was prescribed olanzapine but I through it out
 
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2nded what lockednloaded said, you'll want an antiemetic (THIS IS ESSENTIALLY MANADATORY) a painkiller like panadol or other generic brand, optionally a betablocker (propanolol) and optionally a relaxant like benzos. then follow Stan's Guide. skimping on antiemetic = throwing up and/or failure, skimping on anything else = little more painful/uncomfortable.

do be a little careful with dosage and timing, do not overdose on the meds (max daily dose yes, max daily dose x 3 no), if you're taking something to knock you out it'll have to kick in before or slightly after you take the SN, but not soon enough that you mis-measure the SN.

you'll need 180x2x[your weight in kgs]/1000 grams of SN, aka 25 or 35g.
how to obtain meto though? no one will give cuz of tardive, and even if you manage to barely get an anti emetic, it will probably be zofran
 
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how to obtain meto though? no one will give cuz of tardive, and even if you manage to barely get an anti emetic, it will probably be zofran
check Stan's Guide for alt. antiemetics. i do have a link for nonprescription meto but
1. it hasn't arrived yet so i can't be 100% certain it's legit and
2. it doesn't ship to canada?? i live in NZ and it ships here so no clue why not.

apart from that, online doctors + saying you have nausea and acid reflux. i would also say that if they prescribe the wrong thing, come back a week later and say it doesn't work.

if you really can't get your hands on any:
1. apparently weed works as an antiemetic???
2. have multiple back-up glasses (3) and hope you can stomach the SN for long enough for it to work, and that you can force yourself to down a 2nd or 3rd glass when you throw up.
 
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hellobye

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Mar 28, 2023
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Hi, sorry if this is a daft question. Where can I buy SN from? I read the guide but it refers to online marketplaces and I'm not sure what that means or how to do it. I'm so tired getting through each day, I can't face trying to learn new internet things too.
 

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