womanactually
she/her 🏳️⚧️ help i am new
- Sep 23, 2025
- 8
Hello, I am new here. I am a trans woman from india and I kinda knew it from my teens and confirmed it like 5 years ago. I came out to my sisters 2 months ago, and they told me to "hold it in" until it is confirmed by a therapist. I asked for a therapist and they said to wait until I am done with college(which is 2 years) and then start transition and also not to tell my parents for now(which I get, It will make it worse). They also kinda made fun of it by telling me I am not feminine enough.
I was thinking its going to be okay but saw how bad it is for trans people in my country and how they are discriminated and joked on. I think I have no path in my life left to take. If I don't transition, it will be hell to live with dysphoria. If I do transition then it will be very hard to live in this country where I will be discriminated and all the bad things.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anyone for support, I always feel I am disturbing or annoying them with my stuff or they won't understand if not make fun of me. I feel I have only one choice left. I have even researched about it and it feels way much better than other 2 choices.
I was thinking its going to be okay but saw how bad it is for trans people in my country and how they are discriminated and joked on. I think I have no path in my life left to take. If I don't transition, it will be hell to live with dysphoria. If I do transition then it will be very hard to live in this country where I will be discriminated and all the bad things.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anyone for support, I always feel I am disturbing or annoying them with my stuff or they won't understand if not make fun of me. I feel I have only one choice left. I have even researched about it and it feels way much better than other 2 choices.
