Incorrigible self-esteem?

[O_oreo.]

Have you felt that your self-esteem or you have no solution, well, for months I've had that, and the times I've tried to solve it everything has gone to shit, so I've had delusions and paranoia, and I'm afraid of developing something stronger, but I wonder if it's really worth living or not, after all my mind became my enemy....

 

[Snake of Eden]

I have dreams every night where i am uglier than everyone else and everybody is either grossed out by being around me or making fun of my appearance. My self esteem is that bad that i cant even escape it in my sleep. FML