incapable of enjoying anything

[monk-in-hell]

I hate myself
I hate other people
I hate being alone
I hate talking
I hate being quiet
I hate smoking, drugs, alcohol
I hate working
I hate relaxing
I don't like watching tv or playing video games
I don't enjoy any hobbies
Exercising can feel good sometimes I guess but not for long
I barely enjoy eating or drinking anymore
just terminally incapable of enjoying almost anything
everywhere I go I'm followed by regrets and mistakes, I ruin everything that I touch
I just want this to end already

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, existing truly is so incredibly dreadful for me as well.

 

[SelfKill]

same

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

I hear you, I feel the same. I am dead inside.