In what specific ways do you feel broken?

[Volatile]

i can only think of one and that would be socially. There's more but I can't identify it.

 

[Slacker]

wallet...

 

[Mr2004]

Every fibre of my being

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Psychologically. I have very few if any reasons to feel down yet my brain has a death wish.

 

[Tiburcio]

In what way am I not?

 

[Mr2004]

Psychologically. I have very few if any reasons to feel down yet my brain has a death wish.

Whereas I have every reason to feel down. I wasted fourteen years of my life and I can't go on living. It's entirely logical

 

[Volatile]

Whereas I have every reason to feel down. I wasted fourteen years of my life and I can't go on living. It's entirely logical

You ever going to tell us what happened 14 yrs ago?

 

[+ + + +]

I'm an observer, not a humanbeing. I don't think in words but in mental images. I'm broken, because the images don't serve me anymore. They're weak and numb. No short term or long term memory. Just a body without a soul. Jealous of people whose eyes radiate emotion and energy and who get to experience real human connections and respect.

 

[Mr2004]

You ever going to tell us what happened 14 yrs ago?

I thought I had https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/its-my-birthday-today.3064/

 

[Radaghast94]

I can't relax. Plain and simple my brain never shuts the fuck up or let's me rest. Therefore I'm socially inept, always exhausted despite doing jack shit and can't get over the fear and get anything done without second guessing myself. Would have been a great lookout in pre historic times but in 2018 my neuroticism serves no purpose. I hate my own nature. I hate whatever fucking genetics I received.

 

[Volatile]

I can't relax. Plain and simple my brain never shuts the fuck up or let's me rest. Therefore I'm socially inept, always exhausted despite doing jack shit and can't get over the fear and get anything done without second guessing myself. Would have been a great lookout in pre historic times but in 2018 my neuroticism serves no purpose. I hate my own nature. I hate whatever fucking genetics I received.

Being a huntergatherer is better than this sedentary hell

 

[Radaghast94]

Being a huntergatherer is better than this sedentary hell

Ye I think so too, we wouldn't have so much mental illness if our society was like the amish or aboriginals. But no we had to build factories, cities and fuck up the ecosystem for a bit of extra comfort and convenience.

 

[Mr2004]

At least it's over quicker

 

[GodKnows]

My penis used to be broken.

 

[Volatile]

At least it's over quicker

What's over quicker?

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

various issues

i basically got deceived by life

im more than angry

 

[Mr2004]

What's over quicker?

Life I mean in the hunter gatherer days. I'd be in old age rather than artificially extending my lifespan by another fifty years for no apparent reason

 

[mattwitt]

Physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, financially... It took a while but I've been slowly pushed into a corner where I'm forced to kill myself.

 

[Ashpac]

Every way going. I dont smile or laugh. I feel nothing. Congratulations life, you broke me. I hope youre happy.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

Physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, financially... It took a while but I've been slowly pushed into a corner where I'm forced to kill myself.

once you stark sinking everything goes to shit pretty quickly especially if you dont have social circle/family to catch you oup

 

[Madrid27]

Psychologically. I have very few if any reasons to feel down yet my brain has a death
Me too

 

[Smilla]

once you stark sinking everything goes to shit pretty quickly especially if you dont have social circle/family to catch you oup

Couldn't agree more.

 

[Smilla]

Every which way.

 

[Living_Ghost]

I am a nail ,life is a hammer.

 

[Final Escape]

various issues

i basically got deceived by life

im more than angry

I can relate with this. Deceived by life.

 

[Final Escape]

Relationally I'm impaired, borderline personality disorder. Difficulty knowing who I'am or what I want. Even though I'm 41 it's as if I never developed a full range of adult skills.

 

[mattwitt]

Relationally I'm impaired, borderline personality disorder. Difficulty knowing who I'am or what I want. Even though I'm 41 it's as if I never developed a full range of adult skills.

I'm 41 as well and it wasn't until I was about 30 when the light bulb went on... Unfortunately the damage was already done !

 

[Doctorj115]

Damn OP you ask a lot of questions

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

I forgot the question and dont want to exert the energy to scroll to the top.

 

[throwaway123]

In every conceivable way.