BridgeJumper
The Arsonist
- Apr 7, 2019
- 1,194
Oh man...Feeling bad for arguing with him a few days ago
Hope hes at peace now
Hope hes at peace now
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SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
No, it's okay. He was just very against certain methods for his own personal reasons. It was all out of concern, no malicious intent.
Don't feel bad. I hope he is at peace too.. x
Sending you both hugs. It must have been a great comfort for both of you to be there for him during his final moments. Do be kind on yourself and allow yourself to grieve.
We shall all miss him..
We shall all miss him..
I lost many people previously here and one recently so I understand how it hurts. Its sad and painful. Even if we understand each other and want to ctb, losing hurts. This is the sad life and we have to escape this sad world and ending moments that'll happen eventually.
I hope all of you peace and no suffering.
I hope all of you peace and no suffering.
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
Thank you kindly... I will give myself the time. It's just difficult to get my mind around it happening already. Seems silly as I'm a member here myself.
Such sweet wording. That you for your words. I think it will always hurt me when I lose someone close even if I know they'll be passing.
Nods. Sadly, I'll never be able to ask my dearest friends (most of whom are abroad) to do the same for me as they are against suicide. One even outright told me that she's stalling me from it... I don't dare to share my thoughts with them extensively as I'd hate to hurt them, but the loneliness can be hard.
Which is why this is such a lovely community, and it's great that we can help ease each other's loneliness. We accept that losing people will hurt, yet we accept each other in spite of the choices made..
Thank you for being there for him @SuicidalSymphonies . You are a great friend. I had limited dm's with him and I have to say that even tho I found him a bit abrasive, this one hurts. He had the potential to become a wonderful creative regardless of his (chosen) communities' blacklisting. I understand there were other mitigating circumstances which informed his final choice to ctb.
I do wish you peace, @CrushedHopes. You will be missed.
I do wish you peace, @CrushedHopes. You will be missed.
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
Thank you so much, and thank you for being honest as well. Yes, he could be abrasive but he suffered from a Narcissistic disorder which made it a lot harder for him and he thought this disorder would ruin the rest of his life too. I will miss him dearly... My heart is aching and all of the support from everyone means so much. I just wish it wasn't me who had to make his goodbye post.
You seem very kind, and caring. Even as he was a hot head, you still have good things to say about him. x
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
I did too,so also feel bad! but we kinda smoothed it over in the end- still feel sad and bad though. And feel sad for @SuicidalSymphonies too-hugs.
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
He meant well, really. His words just came off much more harsh than they were supposed to. It's okay. Please don't feel bad for that, please. It was a silly argument. I doubt he wants any of you to feel bad.
I am coping but not too well.. Thank you for your words. Hugs to you. x
LMLN
Paragon
- Aug 10, 2019
- 929
I'm so sorry for your loss. How difficult that must have been for you.
Sending you love and peace. ❤❤❤
Sending you love and peace. ❤❤❤
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
