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dieinpeace1111

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Apr 13, 2025
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28 male, Bangalore, India.

My SN is on the way will be delivered by tomorrow. Weighing scale, measuring cups, and glasses will be delivered by 26th.

Just have to schedule an email to my bank and have spoken to my insurance company.

I stay with my family, and when ever I look at my parents face I feel like I'm betraying them. Dad is close to 70 and Mum is around the same and I am having constant health issues. No job and no education. I've failed them and I can't keep on going like this. They always loved me and never once complained. Idk nay be I wish to be born to them in my next life. But with better prospects and healthy body.

Ik they will be shattered and broken, but I must go. I was never a good son and I hope they forgive me and live.

Will keep you folks posted
 
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Big_Eal

Big_Eal

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Mar 31, 2025
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im feeling the same , im trying to avoid any eye contact with my parents, I am a complete failure person , I have the SN and some comp. meds.I dont have scale or measuring cups , im just waiting for the correct moment but im already so tired of myself
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

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The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
worldclass_sinner

worldclass_sinner

Trying to Get to Heaven Before They Close the Door
Mar 15, 2025
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Hey where do you get sn? I'm from India too
 

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