diaryofadg
Leilei
- Oct 5, 2024
- 15
In less than four hours Ill (probably, if everything goes well) be dead.
The reason I don't feel as sad as I probably should is because I have this weird thing where I feel like I'm the only real person and everyone else is fake and I was put here as a punishment. I guess Idont a hundred percent believe that though if I'm writing notes.
My birthday wish has been death since I was ten. I prayed every night for everything to disappear. I finally wont have to remember or go through abuse anymorei
I'm so happy
The reason I don't feel as sad as I probably should is because I have this weird thing where I feel like I'm the only real person and everyone else is fake and I was put here as a punishment. I guess Idont a hundred percent believe that though if I'm writing notes.
My birthday wish has been death since I was ten. I prayed every night for everything to disappear. I finally wont have to remember or go through abuse anymorei
I'm so happy