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Janeツ
Numb
- Sep 18, 2019
- 25
My last weeks were horrible. Nothing has changed, everything just got worse. I was truely trying to get better: Went to social events, was kind, did mental health exercise, followed my interestes, did therapy - and still. My chronic pain condition aggravated and the medication my doctor gave me made me even more miserable: Gained weight, bad akne, threw up and eventually thought of taking my life again. I ordered SN that night.
At this point i am quite certained that I went trough trauma as a child. It just all makes sense: my pain, my mental health and the meomorys I still have. It will always hunt me, hurt me and eventually break me. There is now way I can escape. It feels like I have to go.
I got all the things I need for the SN methode. I can finally leave...
At this point i am quite certained that I went trough trauma as a child. It just all makes sense: my pain, my mental health and the meomorys I still have. It will always hunt me, hurt me and eventually break me. There is now way I can escape. It feels like I have to go.
I got all the things I need for the SN methode. I can finally leave...