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-autisticSunflower
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- Oct 17, 2022
- 16
I really need some support. This is my first post here and I'm here because people in my life don't understand and don't really care or have any time. I guess they care superficially but in general I am the bottom of the food chain everywhere I go. My work is the only thing that gives me any worth and even then I just don't fit in with my coworkers. My input is generally just shrugged off. There is a clique which include management and favouritism is obvious. I am autistic as well and I'm actually good at my job because it is my hyper focus. I just wish someone cared about me and loved me for me, not keeping me at arms length all the time. I hate being autistic. I can't wait until I die because I'm completely stuck and unable to bring myself to end my life. I wanted to hang, put the cord round my neck, partially hung myself and only got throbbing in my head and feeling sick. I wish I was never born. Any kind words would be nice. No one else has time for me.