Imagine not having to feel emotions any more!!!

[Pain In The Ass]

You didn't feel them for the first 13.8 billion years that the universe existed - you only started feeling them in the last 15 to 70 years-ish - how bad would it really be to go back to not feeling them again?!

 

[ClownMe]

It's my personal theory that once you die you won't even know you're dead, it will just be nothing, literally nothing. Or maybe that's just what im hoping it is because im sick of feeling and sick of being alive.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not want to have to feel or experience anything ever again, I look forward to non existence as nothing can hurt me once I am dead. Life is just meaningless suffering, it is all so pointless and unnecessary. More than anything I wish that I never existed in the first place as to never exist means to never suffer.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

It's my personal theory that once you die you won't even know you're dead, it will just be nothing, literally nothing. Or maybe that's just what im hoping it is because im sick of feeling and sick of being alive.

I can only assume this theory is correct, because I certainly don't remember feeling anything in the year 631,436,789 BC

I do not want to have to feel or experience anything ever again, I look forward to non existence as nothing can hurt me once I am dead. Life is just meaningless suffering, it is all so pointless and unnecessary. More than anything I wish that I never existed in the first place as to never exist means to never suffer.

I differ in that, I wish I could go back to age 10 but with what I know now, so I can do things differently and not make the mistakes I made - life can, and does, go pretty well for people who have the knowledge needed for this to happen; the special guide! But I also agree, that no 'special guide' can protect you against some of the unnecessary suffering that happens to people; that has happened to most people and animals who have ever lived! Does it make me a selfish piece of shit to want all of these lives to suffer, so that I can have my good life using the 'special guide', if I could go back to 1992 again, when I was 10? YES!!! I am a selfish piece of shit.

 

[whatevs]

It's my personal theory that once you die you won't even know you're dead, it will just be nothing, literally nothing. Or maybe that's just what im hoping it is because im sick of feeling and sick of being alive.

This theory isn't personal in the slightest.

 

[Niirvana]

I don't understand what I'm still doing here

 

[icetea15]

Try the MAO inhibitor Jatrosom (Tranylcypromine) and your imagination becomes reality. I'm taking it since three months and I didn't cry anymore, felt happy or had any kind of emotions or feelings in this time. Your relationship with your family is disturbed but you don't feel depressed anymore. That's something. But unfortunately, it doesn't kill the urge to CTB yourself. It's only effecting my episodes of depression and does nothing about bpd. You can cut/self harm yourself and literally feel nothing, not then fucking pain or any kind of relieve.

It's a strange old drug but my "last choice" which is given to patients where no med had ever helped, like in my case. And don't look up for the diet plan, it's awful.

But yeah, regarding your question: I don't have to imagine it, I live it

 

[lonleycrowdedwest]

It's my personal theory that once you die you won't even know you're dead, it will just be nothing, literally nothing. Or maybe that's just what im hoping it is because im sick of feeling and sick of being alive.

I'm terrified of reincarnation for this reason, even if you dont remember the past life death doesn't mean escape.

Try the MAO inhibitor Jatrosom (Tranylcypromine) and your imagination becomes reality. I'm taking it since three months and I didn't cry anymore, felt happy or had any kind of emotions or feelings in this time. Your relationship with your family is disturbed but you don't feel depressed anymore. That's something. But unfortunately, it doesn't kill the urge to CTB yourself. It's only effecting my episodes of depression and does nothing about bpd. You can cut/self harm yourself and literally feel nothing, not then fucking pain or any kind of relieve.

It's a strange old drug but my "last choice" which is given to patients where no med had ever helped, like in my case. And don't look up for the diet plan, it's awful.

But yeah, regarding your question: I don't have to imagine it, I live it

BPD as in bipolar or borderline?

 

[icetea15]

I'm terrified of reincarnation for this reason, even if you dont remember the past life death doesn't mean escape.

BPD as in bipolar or borderline?

Borderline :)

 

[pris]

im on lithium and feeling very few emotions. it's not that great but it's an improvement from the previous pain.