Venting im worthless

[Life_and_Death]

all my friend wants is for me to change my habits and then we can try again. i want to be with him. thank you disorders. i lack the ability to change and therefore you have f'ed me again. theres no hope for me. i dont know why i bother trying. i should just kill myself and get it over with.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'm curious, what habits does he want you to change?

 

[Life_and_Death]

What habits does he want you to change?

drinking, drugs, flirting. i think that sums it up

 

[4eyebiped]

Do you find his requests unreasonable or do you feel these are things you cannot change about yourself?

 

[Life_and_Death]

Do you find his requests unreasonable or do you feel these are things you cannot change about yourself?

i completely agree with him. these are bad habits that should be changed for the better. i just cant do it. its not in me to change unless im getting worse

 

[4eyebiped]

First off, you are not worthless, as you said in your title. It isn't a question about your worth, but instead, it is a question about whether he is worth changing for.

I hope he becomes the inspiration that gives you the strength for positive change.

 

[Life_and_Death]

First off, you are not worthless, as you said in your title. It isn't a question about your worth, but instead, it is a question about whether he is worth changing for.

I hope he becomes the inspiration that gives you the strength for positive change.

ive tried changing for him many times in the past. i just cant do it