ALittleBurden
Tens of personalities wearing one trench coat
- Aug 19, 2019
- 105
On day to day basis I'm going to school and I always bitch about how much I hate it, how exhausted it makes me, and how, if I had more free time, I could do a lot of cool creative things. Well, in here we have a holiday break in the end of December and a winter break that appears differently depending on the year and part of the country. This year they happened to be one after another so I had 5 FREE WEEKS in total... The last week has just begun AND I HAVEN'T DONE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING I WAS TELLING MYSELF I'LL DO. NOTHING, NULL, NONE. What I did tho was feeling like shit, having my physical condition rotting even more than before (which was already shamefully trashy), and making new fucking high scores in crying. I'm so goddamn joyful to see that working my ass off in school I hate (to be fair, I'd hate any school) doesn't keep me from doing creative, productive and fulfilling things, but from getting physically and mentally dilapidated. Woohoo! To make things better, I was supposed to do a lot of work for school throughout that break, but - surprise, surprise - I haven't done anything. So now I gotta spend this last week drugged up and drunk (I nailed the drunk part already, so I guess I'm making progress), even tho I hate it, because I won't get anything of this done if I'm sober. Ugh, why am I like this...? In summary:
I'M PISSED, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE THAT FUCKING LIFE, AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL THIS'LL ALL BE FUCKING OVER.
Anyway, I hope y'all doing alright too, have a cool week.
I'M PISSED, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE THAT FUCKING LIFE, AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL THIS'LL ALL BE FUCKING OVER.
Anyway, I hope y'all doing alright too, have a cool week.