I’m waiting for a bomb to explode in my life

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After a so so therapy session processing current issues (especially in relation to my father) I feel I am awaiting a bomb to explode

Due to the nature of my current living situation (one I plan to leave when able one day) there are aspects of myself I really can't address all that well (or are unwilling to)

Things that I know, if I choose to address, will set off a bomb explosion in me. I'll have a severe breakdown and will likely end up suicidal in a trauma informed care facility

 

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After a so so therapy session processing current issues (especially in relation to my father) I feel I am awaiting a bomb to explode

Due to the nature of my current living situation (one I plan to leave when able one day) there are aspects of myself I really can't address all that well (or are unwilling to)

Things that I know, if I choose to address, will set off a bomb explosion in me. I'll have a severe breakdown and will likely end up suicidal in a trauma informed care facility

So sorry to read this. Pm me if you want to talk