i'm too smart for this world

[NothingElseMatters]

will leave this shithole soon

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a horrible and awful world. I do not see myself as being smart at all, but I see myself as deserving better than a miserable existence, I deserve to be at peace. I wish you the best.

 

[whatevs]

It really is such a horrible and awful world. I do not see myself as being smart at all, but I see myself as deserving better than a miserable existence, I deserve to be at peace. I wish you the best.

I think the OP is saying that remaining alive is foolish.