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painfullypointless

painfullypointless

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Sep 23, 2024
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I'm so tired. I'm so tired of everything. I'm tired of feeling empty and unlovable, I'm tired of the constant ups and downs, I'm tired of the roller coaster. I'm tired of attempting and failing. I'm tired.

I'm tired. I just want to sleep. Catch the bus and be gone, far, far, far away.
I'm tired of the band aids, the crutches and the pointless plasters and the duct tape, it doesn't help anything, it doesn't fix anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just wish to sleep as well, I certainly understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Jul 30, 2024
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I'm so tired. I'm so tired of everything. I'm tired of feeling empty and unlovable, I'm tired of the constant ups and downs, I'm tired of the roller coaster. I'm tired of attempting and failing. I'm tired.

I'm tired. I just want to sleep. Catch the bus and be gone, far, far, far away.
I'm tired of the band aids, the crutches and the pointless plasters and the duct tape, it doesn't help anything, it doesn't fix anything.
I feel exactly the same
 
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Pleaserewind

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Oct 4, 2024
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I find myself constantly wording to myself I'm tired, I have loving family members I would hate to hurt but this also weighs down on you.
 
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painfullypointless

painfullypointless

Wanderer
Sep 23, 2024
30
I find myself constantly wording to myself I'm tired, I have loving family members I would hate to hurt but this also weighs down on you.
Most certainly.
I just wish to sleep as well, I certainly understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
Thank you.
I feel exactly the same
I'm sorry. I hope all of this suffering can pass for us without having to yk what...
 
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painfullypointless

Wanderer
Sep 23, 2024
30
Feel like giving up on everything. Feel like not showing up to the places i'm required to show up, feel like i should just disappear, another night that i get fk all sleep.
Another day where I'm the problem. Ok.

I am tired.
 
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__dystop1a__

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Jul 30, 2024
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Most certainly.

Thank you.

I'm sorry. I hope all of this suffering can pass for us without having to yk what...
I really don't think so, I am really so tired. Crying every day. I only feel worse and I am in so much pain. Idk why am I still here honestly.
 
painfullypointless

painfullypointless

Wanderer
Sep 23, 2024
30
I really don't think so, I am really so tired. Crying every day. I only feel worse and I am in so much pain. Idk why am I still here honestly.
Intensely relatable. I am sorry. I'm rooting for you.
 
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