today i was sitting in my car in a target parking lot thinking about driving my car into a lake. having anxiety is just so tiring and being suicidal is so tiring. ready to ctb shortly.
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IWantToSleep, FuneralCry, BottomlessPit and 17 others
I totally understand the exhaustion and sudden urge to ctb. The other night I was driving and every phone pole I passed I wanted to swerve headlong into it. Probably would have lived and only made my life infinitely worse.
Remember that recklessness leads to regrets. Only act when the path is clear and has least resistance, be it living or catching the bus.
Its always up to you- but please don't jump on ideas in the moment. Death isn't the worst thing in this world.
Yes, I can relate. I find simply just existing to be tiring. Anxiety can be like a prison and our thoughts can torture us. To me death is the only way I can find peace.
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