Im thinking of hanging myself tonight

[Punpun Onodera]

Ive kinda reached my limit, my family love to bring up and make jokes about my last suicide attempt. They believe I did it for attention, even though I could care less for any kind of attention. Ive made a nuise with my dads rope, and I plan on ctb tonight, but ill probably pussy out again. Ik ctb by hanging is a horrible way to go, but I really dont give a fuck anymore, its the easiest thing I can access. Ill miss my boyfriend, and I hope he can forgive me.

 

[canibesaved]

i'm sorry that your family has no consideration for you and your struggles. I hope you can find peace soon whenever that is, good vibes <3

 

[natthebrat]

I wish you luck and peace with whatever you choose to do, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. Hope your bf will be alright as well.

 

[zeek]

Ive kinda reached my limit, my family love to bring up and make jokes about my last suicide attempt. They believe I did it for attention, even though I could care less for any kind of attention. Ive made a nuise with my dads rope, and I plan on ctb tonight, but ill probably pussy out again. Ik ctb by hanging is a horrible way to go, but I really dont give a fuck anymore, its the easiest thing I can access. Ill miss my boyfriend, and I hope he can forgive me.

if you can get partial hanging right, it should be painless
if you want to go via full suspension, ur choice buckaroo

 

[paranoic420]

I want to use the same method, any tips?
I have relapsed again and I want to know what I need to not look like a vegetable.

 

[Foreverix]

I want to use the same method, any tips?
I have relapsed again and I want to know what I need to not look like a vegetable.

Perhaps you should refer back to the exact same post you made in 2021. Plenty of responses there. I don't think using someone else's thread like this is appropriate at all.

 

[sfdwx]

Did you try it before?

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Wow, you have one really f*cked up family. I hope your death hits them like a wrecking ball after the opportunity to repsect and love you is long gone and that they are haunted and tortured by your departure until their own dying days.

 

[Punpun Onodera]

I decided to wait until I do it for a little, I just want to talk to my bf before I do it, and he was busy yesterday. Maybe tonight or on the weekend where my body wont be found for awhile.

 

[Amyend88]

Parents laughing at a suicide attempt is perhaps the most disgusting thing I've heard

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, it's so cruel how people have to resort to such barbaric suicide methods in the first place, I hate how there isn't the option to just easily die in peace.

 

[Amyend88]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, it's so cruel how people have to resort to such barbaric suicide methods in the first place, I hate how there isn't the option to just easily die in peace.

There is - Nembutal. Check the resources thread.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. It's disgusting when family makes jokes about a failed CTB attempt. I wish you all the best. I hope you find peace! Goood luck!

 

[cardboard_house]

im so so sorry that your family is so uncaring for your pain :(( thats the most painful thing. i hope everything goes well for you, and hope that you dont suffer any more <3