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Circles
Visionary
- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,297
I'm just so tired of holding it all in that it's becoming one of my main reasons why I'm suicidal. I know some people can't understand this and how severe it can feel, but I feel so conflicted that I feel like I'm about to vomit. I just texted my sister and asked her if I can talk to her about things and I'm nervous as hell. I feel like I might be making a big mistake doing this but I'm at a point I need this off my chest. I just hope she won't judge me or hate me or worse tell our mom, but I swear. I don't know what else to do at this point. I'm fucking tired of holding it all in. Fuck. What should I do? Am I making the right decision? I feel so numb now.