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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I can't afford N or SN.
I can't get up the courage to jump or go in front of a train.
I can't get a gun as I'm on the UK.
I have tried and failed to hang myself countless times.
I know overdosing is the worst method possible and I'm not likely to die, but I can at least give my liver some lasting damage.
What tablets would you recommend to do this?
 
BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
SN is inexpensive my friend. Taking it alone without regime drugs is still probably more effective (and possibly cheaper) than any OTC drug.
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
SN is inexpensive my friend. Taking it alone without regime drugs is still probably more effective (and possibly cheaper) than any OTC drug.
The problem with that as well is getting it ordered to my house, my husband would get extremely suspicious.
And we have a joint account so all of our money is in one place, so he would ask about any transactions
 
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AnxiouslyDepressed

AnxiouslyDepressed

Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
Nov 8, 2019
149
The problem with that as well is getting it ordered to my house, my husband would get extremely suspicious.
And we have a joint account so all of our money is in one place, so he would ask about any transactions

PM me
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Try 'Click and Collect' if you have the option and ability. Is your other half a control freak questioning 20 quid? Or do you have a close friend you can trust to help you out?
 
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CarefulWithThatAxe

Experienced
Nov 7, 2019
296
Don't overdose trust me it doesn't work I ended up in a woods hallucinating puking all over myself.
 
NotGoneButNotHere

NotGoneButNotHere

Member
Nov 3, 2019
45
I can't afford N or SN.
I can't get up the courage to jump or go in front of a train.
I can't get a gun as I'm on the UK.
I have tried and failed to hang myself countless times.
I know overdosing is the worst method possible and I'm not likely to die, but I can at least give my liver some lasting damage.
What tablets would you recommend to do this?
Overdosing is not a great method in a lot of cases as whatever you might try to take will most likely be thrown up anyway. Liver damage is also not entirely pleasant and is something that will only prolong and increase your mental suffering while just adding physical suffering to the mix. My advice would be to somehow get enough funds to purchase SN and antiemetic but I get it if this isn't possible for you. I empathize with your frustration as it's hard to find a viable and relatively painless method even with resources so I know how hopeless it can be with little to nothing at your disposal. Best of luck to you man
 
Sideswipe

Sideswipe

I have 2 Simian Palms... DNA is F@Ā£ked
Nov 20, 2019
208
The cheapest method I know is mixing household items but It's extremely painful if you get it wrong and ideally would need a set up where you could make yourself drowsy af or drunk af and then have them ready to mix. It's the equivalent of asphyxiation though but from the inside. Also you would have to be in solitude as it would require a "rescuer" to wear breathing apparatus even long after you ctb. Needs to be confined and a warning issued for any finders
 

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